How I Miss you! 思念

DoyouknowhowImissyou！DoyouknowhowIhavespentthesemonths，thesedays？

Onehandredandseventeendays，ifitwerebeforeNov。9，2010，itwouldbelikeonlyonesecondtopass。Butnowitmeansamillionyears'timeformetokill。Justlikesittingontheburningstove，hardtimes！Someonesays，"howtimeflies！"Now，Idon'tthinkso。

Youknowwhy？BeforeNov。9，2010，Igotyourcalleveryday，onetimeaday，threetimesaday。Wearebrothers，andwestillaretheclosestfriends，whchwouldlastforever。

Everyweekend，youcalledmeandtoldmeyouwouldgohometoseeourparentswthyouronlyson。Iwasgladyoucamebackhome，becausewecouldtalkaboutthehappytimeswespenttogetherwhenwewereallkids，wecoulddiscussandtalkaboutourwork，yoursandmine。Wewerebothinterestedintheworldsituationsandpoliticalaffairs。Yoursmileandlgughterimpressedmealot。HowcouldIforgetthat？

ButnowIonlycanfindyouinyourson——-myonlynephew，sometimes，ItakehimtotheschooltolearnEnglish。Eachtime，Ihughim，Icanstillfeelyou，justasIhuggedyoumorethan20yearsago。Eachtime，heridesonmybackandkissesmecallingmeuncle，Ican'thelpburstingintotears。Ireallymissyou！

Everydayafterwork，Igobackhome。Iamafraidtomentionyournamesbeforemotherandfather，theywouldbemuchmoresorrowful，canyoufeelourparents'deeploveforyou？( 文章阅读网：www.sanwen.net )

Everyday，Irootyouandallthingsaboutyoudeeplyinmyheart，Iwouldrathernotrememberthem，butI，manytimescouldn'tpersudemyselftorememberthem。Thisislove！Itisoverwhelmingandcan'tberesisted。

Actually，Ihavenoenoughcouragetorememberthem，causeinmyeyes，theyarejustlikebubbles，andevenmygentlefeelingwilldestroythem，ifthatso，Iwouldlostthemandneverfindthemagain。

Iknowyouareinheaven，Ialsotoldmynephewlikethis。Ibelievethatindeed。Ihopeyoucanstillworkasyoudidbefore。

Missyou！